I am sure lockit will be the first to agree that much as I love it when we are together, after a couple of weeks I begin to get antsy. Being an only child and living as a single parent for almost 20yrs I am absolutely not used to someone being about all the time.
However, it seems that nowadays once we have been together for a while I kinda miss him. It’s not that I desperately want us to be together again but I don’t want us to be apart either. This is a bit of a new experience for me and one I am absolutely clueless about.
To make sure he remembers me whilst we are apart he is more often in chastity than out of it. I always say it is like me giving him a long distance hug. It seems a bit different this time, probably because we have been together for almost a month between him being up here and me going down to London.
I am sure if we were together again any time soon I would very quickly revert to bear with sore head mode and not know what to do with myself. I just thought I would let you all know that sometimes distance sucks even when you are happy with it normally.